My
Experiences
For the first thirty-five years of my life, I was
very sad. My childhood wasn’t happy, and by the time I reached
adulthood, I was plagued with fears, depression and
thoughts of suicide.
Also, headaches were almost constant; those
were from worry and anxiety. Being saved and being
around the right people helped a little.
Being filled with the Holy Spirit helped some
more, and also learning to hear God‘s voice.
Then what made the most difference in my life
was learning how to live by faith.
But before I talk about that, I need to tell
you that there are various reasons why sadness can
attach itself to a person.
Reasons
for Sadness
I don’t pretend to know them all, but these
are the ones I have experienced. What I eat, and
what I think about are the primary reasons. You
can easily find guides to good eating, and you know
that more water and vegetables are very important
changes that everyone should utilize to feel better.
(A proper amount of sleep and exercise, too.) Sweets
and sugar have a way of making us feel good briefly,
but can make us feel low and listless for the entire
day and even into the next day! I have found that it
just isn’t worth it to eat sweets.
It’s easy to shun them even when my family is
enjoying them if I think how I will not feel well
afterwards.
It’s
their fault!
For many years of my life, I really believed
that other people were to blame for my unhappiness.
They were the ones who mistreated me or
didn’t love me enough.
Then, there were the years when I tried to
change people and make them be better people. I
thought I had their best interests in mind, but
actually I wanted them to change so I would be
happier. So
I had blame and resentment, along with trying to
change people, and it made me miserable.
I highly recommend the book by Kenneth E. Hagin
called, Love, the way to Victory.
First, I needed to forgive those who had
done me wrong, and learn to love them with God’s
love which He put inside me when I was saved (Rom.
5:5). Hagin
proves that unforgiveness will make your faith not
work and even make you sick.
You are giving the devil access. Then
concerning those people whom I was trying to change, I
needed to learn to cast them (as cares) upon the Lord
just like I explain next.
Worry
and Fears
Worry had a big hold on my life, and I have
learned that many Christians have this also. According to II Cor 10:4-5, you can control your
thoughts. I have written a brochure to help you do
this. It’s
called, How to Use Your Sword and Shield. Briefly,
you need to bombard every negative thought with
positive words and words of praise coming out of your
mouth. If you recognize fear in your heart, then say
out-loud, “I will fear no evil for You Lord are with
me.“ (Psa. 23:4) You can turn this into praise like
this: “I
praise You Lord that because You are with me, I
don’t need to be afraid of anything!”
You keep doing this every time you think
of the problem and pretty soon Satan will get tired of it
and quit reminding you!
Then you will have won, and gained peace.
This practice is called in Scripture ~
Using
sword and shield, Eph.6:17-18
Taking
thoughts captive, II Cor.10:4-5
Casting
your cares on God, I Pet.5:7
Fixing
thoughts on good things,
Phil.4:8
and Col.3:1-2
Fighting
the fight of faith, I Tim.6:12
Walking
by faith; not sight, II Cor.5:7
Living
by Faith
The last verse in the above list said
“Walking by faith” which means living by
faith! The information in the previous section is some
on how to live by faith.
The Bible says six times that we are to
live by faith! It’s the only way to get God’s
promises to work for you. Promises of health
(emotional too), length of life, wealth, protection,
and even anointing are already provided for you, and
are waiting for your faith to put it to work in
your life. If you want more explanations, get my brochure, If it’s
God’s will, then why doesn’t it always happen? If
you want more verses to study faith on your own, get
the one called Faith Facts.
Faith is exciting because you know you are
getting what you are believing for!
What Difference Does it Make What I Say?
shows that the tongue is the steering wheel
of our lives. You can turn your life around by
starting to say what God says about you! Get
yourself a 3x5 card and write down some good things
about yourself, and say them at least once every day.
A 3x5 card is small enough that you will be
able to do it. I
wrote, “I’m quick, I’m bright, I’m sharp.
I’m bold and confident and filled with God’s love. I’m anointed, healthy and very rich!” A friend of mine has this one:
“I’m happy, healthy, hopeful, determined,
successful, loved, and blessed beyond measure!”
Please make sure this doesn’t become a
mindless exercise.
Keep doing it and it will become a reality for
you. This will change your expectations, and what you
expect is what you’ll get.
But
I’ve been hurt!
Are you suffering from old hurts, wounds from
the past, things people have done that left inner
scars? These
have made you an emotional cripple and you don’t
like yourself? Right? Okay, if you want more help than
what I have here, then please go to www.joycemeyer.org
and order her book, Beauty for Ashes.
This is excellent!
But like I’ve said elsewhere, you must DO
what you learn there or you will not change.
When I was hurting so badly, if someone
mentioned the word forgive, I cringed.
I could not do it! But I heard someone say that God will make you willing if you
ask Him to. So
I did, and it worked. If you will look up these two
verses you will see the immense importance of
forgiving those who’ve hurt you:
Matt. 6:12, 18:21-35.
Holding onto unforgiveness is like drinking
poison and expecting it to hurt the other person!
Then I needed to start praying good things for
them. It
took years before I was able to say the words, “I
love my Mom.”
Walking in love is our only command in the New
Testament: John
13:34-35.
God is in the business of changing people.
It’s His will to make you a beautiful person!
To allow this to happen, though, you must spend some time every day reading in the Bible and in
private prayer. And talk to Him often throughout your
days. You
are building a relationship with your heavenly Father.
He will begin changing you immediately. I became
easier to live with day by day as I did this!
I didn’t get upset as easily as I did before,
and I became more confident.
If you talk too much, He will help you be
quiet. If
you don’t talk much, He will give you the confidence
to talk more!
How
to lift a mood!
Take a soft-lead colored pencil and mark every
Psalm that is uplifting and encouraging.
I’ll help you.
Look in Psa. 1, 19, 22-34, 46-48, 63, 100, 103,
112, 119, 145-150. (There are more.) After you have
them marked, you can read these and it will lift any
bad mood! One
more step is to become more interested in others than
you are in yourself.
Become an encourager. Tell people if they are a
blessing. |